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As a child I was different than most
children. I would see black shadows. I would
sense feelings of danger, sadness, someone
watching me, and calmness. I would get
chills sometimes on one side of my body and
sometimes all over my body. My sister and I
thought it was the house we lived in, until
we moved and it followed us. I saw my great
grandma after she passed away. I also would
dream something and I would be so scared to
tell anyone because it would later come
true; it scares me sometimes. I was 6 months
pregnant when I prematurely gave birth to my
son and then lost him. He lived for 6
minutes and passed away in my arms. After I
lost him, I started to get a feeling in my
body that I was being pulled to find out
what’s on the other side. I know he is in
Heaven, but as a mother I felt I needed to
know that he was okay. Then, 1 year later, I
was 6 months pregnant with twin girls. I
lost them, as well. During the delivery of
my second twin, the hospital staff lost me
and revived me 3 times. They said it was so
difficult to resuscitate me that the 3rd
time would have been the last attempt to get
me back. I had to bury 3 babies, and because
of this I feel like I am being pulled to
investigate what’s on the other side. I
have a passion for the paranormal and ever
since I was little I have always wanted to
investigate and learn more about what
happens after we pass away. I want to have a
better understanding of the scientific
reasons and theories and I want to be able
to help others understand these reasons and
theories, as well.
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